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is the killer of all convos. but silence with your gf/bf is the worst. it kills relationships. even how bad you wanna talk your scared because your thinking the person on the other line is going to ignore or hate you even more

Anonymous asked: just watch her carefully dude! I'm just telling you

idk how I’m going to watch her. but i really trust her. and i understand if she’s doing it for pay back and stuff cuz i did that to her.. its okay.. doe.. i guess but thanks for helping me out  i guess. but theres no need for snooping. yah bro? i trust her.

Anonymous asked: dude! are you sure you love your girl that much because, she's talking to this one guy a lot to my opinion she's starting to like this dude.. I'm just watching your back dude. js

what guy? huh if your being such a stalker..

i talked to my friends during break.. we chilled for a bit and then the question that got me off guard was “hey chris you still with that one chick” i was like “yah why?” and he was like “why her? when you can get all these college chicks?” i didn’t think to answer i said “because i love her” i said that because i had to get going but if i could get that question again and have more time to explain i would say…

“why her out of all the girls. because she treats me right, she can say few words and give me those butterflies, i look at my phone like almost all the time for her text messages, and even how mad i want to get on her i can’t because that smile/sad face makes me melt. she doesn’t even want anything material from me like other people. all she wants from me is knowing I’m always there for her and i love and care for her. other girls want your for sex or stuff, especially when they know you got that money. but this girl she’s hella different, she’s special to me she’s my babe, my girlfriend, my best friend, my future wifey, and my baby mommy (pillow pet kids XD) i choose her out of all these college girls or any girl because she’s the right fit for me, even if it doesn’t look perfect i feel perfect when I’m with her, i love her thats why she’s in my head 24/7 and thats why i choose her over those girls”  

dear baby,

babe, about 2 years and 1 week and a half ago we met on a phone call, when i was talking to your cuzin. remember? well it was awkward. but after that i got your myspace. we chatted like for hours getting to know each other and having fun. i gave you my number because you said you had to go, and i ask you to text me if you wanted. couple mins later my phone vibrated and it was you! we txt all day. and we talked all night. i soon ask you out on august 30th 2009. we weren’t sure where it was going to take us, but 2 months after i feel in love. yah in love. i know it seems a little early and i was young, and people are prob. thinking this lil kid knows love. well to tell you the truth i didn’t. i had no clue what love was! all i knew during those 2 months was that she gave me these feelings that i can’t explain and until this day august 30th, 2011 i still have those feelings when she says she’s loves me or even a YOUR A WIENNER. months past, we did go thru hard times. we actually took a break (not break up) a break because of my stupid mistakes. but i didn’t give up on her, i kept saying i love you during those breaks, and even tho she didn’t i know deep inside she wanted too, but she was testing how much i loved her. like 1 week of break we got back together!.. we had trust issues.. too but i tried my hardest to gain it back. TRUST ME PEOPLE trust can be broken in less than 1 sec. but it takes forever to gain. i worked my ass off in this relationship i had to break a lot of habits but i did it all for her. i know i sound whipped or even worst like chained up and shit. but really i did change for her. guys if you love a girl like i do right now you will change trust me on that. well anwyays on our 1 year anniversary. i made a lot of promises. some of those promises i broke. but i learned from them. during those 12 years. we been fighting lately like constant fights. about dumb stuff. our relationship was falling. at a point she wanted to break up and give up on me. but i fought even if it did took me all night to get in her head to not to because i love her. i just want to say that i use to like this girl from the 1st time we chatted on myspace. now i love this girl i loved her every second and every min every hour! even i loved her even if i hated her. i love her to death and i want her to know that ill be that mr right if you be my wife in the future. i love you babe. i know your not going to reblog this because you hate rebloggin off me because you don’t want to “some other girl” but babe. your not just a girl to me. your not just my babe, your not just a lover. your my everything. i love you.

love,

christian lazo salvador